So I um finally did it, it was a bit of a clicking frenzy, a lot of biting my fingernails and then closing my eyes and stabbing the enter key while my stomach was like a washing machine and my butt cheeks were a clenching!
I went into the vortex as The Geeky G4mer and got spat out the other end as The Indecisive Eejit.
I am sure you all agree, having first hand witnessed me too’ing and fro’ing that something with Indecisive in the title is perfect for me. Unfortunately indecisiveworrywartsillytart.wordpress.com was not available, so I had to shorten it and just go for eejit!
I hope you will all love and support me just the same, my insides have not changed, I just wear a different costume.
My apologies too, all the previous links to my blog will no longer work, sorry about that, but I can’t even do a site redirect now as the name is already changed. I’ll just have to manually go through all my posts when I get a chance and try and rectify everything. No doubt other things will be a little awry for a time, but we’ll get there.
I’m going to bed now, because, well basically I’m done. Nice to meet you all :)
The internet is full of rants. Help tip the balance: today, simply be thankful for something (or someone).
I’m thankful for WordPress. Actually, I am thankful for the bunch of eejits WordPress has allowed me to meet.
Everyone blogs for different reasons and gains something different from their experience. I had no reasons for starting a blog, other than it was something to do.
Initially to most people I appear to be the most confident person in the world, always in the middle of things, messing around, making people laugh. They are shocked when they realise this is not the case. I don’t usually talk about things too much, unless to my family.
The last 14 months has been tough going. Having to take 6 months off due to my ruptured patella tendon affected me mentally as well as physically. Being at home everyday made me realise how bad my mother, who suffers from stroke damage had become. In that space of time I have gone from patient to carer. Some things you come to accept, like the cooking, cleaning, washing and ironing, although the leg injury still plays a part in making life difficult. It’s the mental side of things I find hard to deal with. The mood swings, the fights, the feeling like you are constantly walking on eggshells. Even though you try, it’s hard to sit back and remember that she is not the person she once was. Mentally it’s a drain, and anxiety makes my stomach like a washing machine most of the time.
So like I said, I started the blog because it was something to do. I had no expectations. I had no ideas of where I wanted it to go. I just typed. It gave me something to look forward to when everyone was fed and I had 2 hours to spare before bedtime.
It became so much more. It’s given me a purpose and I truly adore the circle of people who regularly comment and go on my journeys with me.
I’m still amazed when they tell me I am funny, I don’t see it, but being told it makes me smile. I always was far to self critical, apparently! I love to make people laugh.
Blogging is so much more than just writing, it’s also about reading, commenting and interaction.
I’ve been captivated, duped and mesmerized by blogs. I’ve laughed, cried, sighed and rolled my eyes at entries.
All that aside my favourite part has been the interaction. I have been fortunate enough to meet some truly amazing people who unbeknown to them have lifted me and carried me through everyday since I started blogging. They offer advice, criticism, fun and laughter and never ask for anything in return. They let me read their thoughts, hopes, dreams and even sometimes their nightmares.
Through sharing our experiences we make connections that would never normally have happened.
I reached 100 followers today, and to each and every one of you I say a huge thank you. This blog would be nothing without you all!
To my loyal band of commenter’s, even the most recent ones with the cute sheep, cool cats and the ‘I burnt my buttcheeks’ presentation mug, an extra special thank you, you guys are amazing and I would have been lost without you all :) xx